Puisi dadakan

aku bisa saja bersandiwara saat tersenyum.. tapi aku tidak bisa bersandiwara ketika ingin menangis..

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Ragu~

arghhh, PUJA bner2 bikin gw bingung..
dy tuh tau ga sih, klo gw udh mulai serius sama dy?!
tapi dynya malah ragu sendiri..
gw tau banget, kita berdua sama2 ksepian..sampe akhirnya kita memutuskan buat jadian,
semua orang pada terbelalak! emg unbelievable rasanya..
tp kenyataannya its been 16 days we share together..
knapa baru 2 hari yang lalu dya ragu?
skarang gw yang bingung..
semalem terlintas penggalan puisi buat dya, here it is :
Bagai malaikat tanpa sayap, inilah jiwaku tanpanya..
tak mampu melambungkan harapku tinggi..
Dia yang telah mengobati lukaku, jelas ku tak mau dia menjadi luka baru bagiku..
Jadi yang kuinginkan dia tetap disampingku..
Meski hanya setengah hatinya ku miliki..
Hingga nanti dia kan mengerti..

i can do better!

I couldn't give a damn what you say to me
I don't really care what you think of me
cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
there's nothing you could say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm ok
I don't need you if you're gonna be that way
cause with me it's all or nothing

I'm sick of your shit don't deny
you're a waste of time
I'm sick of your shit
don't ask why

I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone
So long
I can do better
I can do better
HEY
HEY YOU
I found myself again
That's why
Goodbye
I can do better
I can do better

You're so full of shit
I can't stand the way you have to just can (?) comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it
I'm way over,
over it

I will drink as much Lemoncello as I can
and I'll do it again and again
I don't really care what you have to say
Cuz you know you know you're nothing

confused..

arghhh, bingunggg.. baru 3 minggu punya pacar baru udh ribettt banget..
mulai dari banyak omongan negatif dari orang2 terdekat.. trus mantan kita msg2 yang masih sering wara wiri menganggu kita..
salah ga sihh, kalo gw tanya langsung kebenarannya? walaupun sbnrnya kita udh saling kenal sjak smp, tapi gw bner2 buta ttg kehidupan pribadinya..
Honestly, gw mau bgd nerima dy apa adanya, dan mulai lembaran baru hidup kita..
tapi telinga gw blm tuli dan terganggu juga sama omongan miring orang2 ttg dy..
so, gw hrs gmn donkk?

NEWBIE

ahaha, finally punya blog jugaaa.. mari mencobaaa! :)